If you know me in real life and have found this blog, please honour my wishes and don't read on. I need this place to freely write my feelings to help me to heal and if you're reading, I'll censor myself. I have no way of knowing who is reading so all I can do is trust you to honour my wishes. Thank you.

(this doesn't apply to any of my fellow mums of angels I've been lucky enough to meet in real life)

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Butterflies and Elephants

My neighbour gave me a card and it made me cry. Sophia (her four year old) told her Matilda is in heaven chasing butterflies and elephants. I hope so.

Two years ago she was here and alive for what now seems like the blink of an eye.


  1. I find it very touching that Sophia remembers Matilda. And what a beautiful thing for that child to say.

    I want to shake the universe and children around me to ask if they remember a baby, that baby, that one.....

    I hope Matilda is riding the elephant and then chasing the butterflies....

    beautiful beautiful....