If you know me in real life and have found this blog, please honour my wishes and don't read on. I need this place to freely write my feelings to help me to heal and if you're reading, I'll censor myself. I have no way of knowing who is reading so all I can do is trust you to honour my wishes. Thank you.

(this doesn't apply to any of my fellow mums of angels I've been lucky enough to meet in real life)

Saturday, October 29, 2011


Happy Birthday my precious baby girl. We love you and miss you every single day. I wish you were here waking us up early this morning and we could give you presents and cake. Instead we'll take your brother out and look for you in the sun and the sky and everything else that's around us.



  1. Happy Birthday, Matilda!

    You are so missed.


  2. She is loved and missed, on her birthday and forever.