If you know me in real life and have found this blog, please honour my wishes and don't read on. I need this place to freely write my feelings to help me to heal and if you're reading, I'll censor myself. I have no way of knowing who is reading so all I can do is trust you to honour my wishes. Thank you.

(this doesn't apply to any of my fellow mums of angels I've been lucky enough to meet in real life)

Thursday, September 13, 2012

So close

So we're counting down to Tuesday when this little one is arriving (bar nothing happening before then). My third pregnancy and it's been the most 'normal' - for the first time I made my last scheduled ob appointment. And about this time three years ago we found out Matilda had BWS. I still look back and can't believe everything she and we went through. But it was real - the urn next to my bed and photos tell me that. Matilda - we love you and miss you.


  1. It's not the normal you wanted, but glad for the semblance of normality, and the fact that you made it to your last OB appointment too. Glad to hear from you, and wishing safe delivery of the little one.

    Thoughts for your family and Good Luck for Tuesday.


  2. Thinking of you all and waiting to see good news posted here.
    Sophia from Glow