If you know me in real life and have found this blog, please honour my wishes and don't read on. I need this place to freely write my feelings to help me to heal and if you're reading, I'll censor myself. I have no way of knowing who is reading so all I can do is trust you to honour my wishes. Thank you.

(this doesn't apply to any of my fellow mums of angels I've been lucky enough to meet in real life)

Thursday, July 29, 2010

9 Months

Matilda - Today it's 9 months since you were born. It feels like forever and like yesterday all at the same time. I met some nice women at SIDS today and told them all about you. I cried a lot - I'm still so sad about everything you went through and that you're not here today.

Your Daddy is so proud of you. When people ask if your brother I'm pregnant with is his first baby he always says no and tells them about you.

We both love you and miss you so much. I hope you're having fun up there with all the other angel babies.

Your brother is getting bigger (well I hope so because my belly definitely is) and we know you're watching over him and helping him to get here safely.

Love Mummy xx

1 comment:

  1. Sending love. Nine months is a tough one.
    Might see you at one of those SIDS meetings one day. I have been before.