If you know me in real life and have found this blog, please honour my wishes and don't read on. I need this place to freely write my feelings to help me to heal and if you're reading, I'll censor myself. I have no way of knowing who is reading so all I can do is trust you to honour my wishes. Thank you.

(this doesn't apply to any of my fellow mums of angels I've been lucky enough to meet in real life)

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Take a Leap of Faith

At meditation class tonight I pulled out the 'Action' card. My interpretation is that there hasn't been a lot of action in my life over the last few months - which is fine, I've needed this time. But I think it's starting to get to the point where maybe there could be and that would be a positive thing for me.

I've only been to this group a couple of times and they don't know what's happened. I've alluded that a few months ago something happened and I'm trying to recover from that. When we walked out, one of the other women came up to me and said 'Take a leap of faith' - she didn't want to say it in front of everyone. I told her thanks and just thought about how true that is for me - subsequent pregnancies for baby loss Mums are basically that 'a leap of faith'. So that's going to be my mantra for now 'Take a leap of faith'.


  1. That's a perfect way to describe it! (((HUGS)))

  2. yes.
    that's all anyone can do.

    i'm thinking of you x