If you know me in real life and have found this blog, please honour my wishes and don't read on. I need this place to freely write my feelings to help me to heal and if you're reading, I'll censor myself. I have no way of knowing who is reading so all I can do is trust you to honour my wishes. Thank you.

(this doesn't apply to any of my fellow mums of angels I've been lucky enough to meet in real life)

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Change of Scene

We've just come back from Easter away with DH's husband. My pysc thought a change of scene could help with the black hole I fell back down and it did. I never stop thinking about it but to be somewhere else somehow makes it a bit more distant. It also meant we could hide away and didn't have to do any Easter celebrations or crowds which was good.

In my next post I'm going to have some news which I think may see some of you no longer continue reading. If that's the case, a heart-felt thank you for your support and comments. I can't really put into words how much the comments from someone who's been there has helped me. And I wish you happiness and love in the future. Maddie x


  1. its nice to change things up now and then..different things and people to look at do seem to help me too.. I am glad you had a nice Easter..and I Curious to see the next post :)

  2. I'm glad that the change helped. I left a little gift for you on my blog. www.missingjuanito.blogspot.com

  3. I'm glad that going away helped.

    If the news is what I think, then I'm going to keep reading.

    Hugs x

  4. Me too! I always keep reading when I hear that. :) That news is different somehow. (((HUGS)))