Today it all seems to be gone. The lump is back and the waves of pain that leave me in tears and just wanting my baby back. Along with, what if it never gets any better. What if we can't get pregnant again. What if we get pregnant and then have a miscarriage.
I don't think I'm asking for too much, just a sense of hope. I can cope with everything else when I have that. But it seems very bleak when that's gone as well.